or being just?
I'm think over this for about two decennia now. Can it be that we are not supposed to be happy, but we should fight injustice, even it brings suffering to us or around us?
I've experienced that pursuing happiness does not automatically result in happiness. And pursuing justice always leaves a trail of unfulfillment, and you can at most claim:" I've tried. I have at least tried." Doesn't make totally happy either. You're allways left with a bitter left-over that clearly shows it is not finished, not yet. It needs more effort, more dedication, more sacrifice.
Difficult to live with.
When is enough?